Gone in a Flash - 2007
It has been a rollar coaster year, and a very important year for me.
There are moments of happiness, sadness, anguish, disappointment, surprises, anticipation and excitement, possibly all kinds of human emotions possible for me.
It's the year Im out of Spore the longest, also the year of my study life where I took the longest break.
Vietnam, Taiwan, Switzerland (my dream country) and many more european countries. I know Im lucky to have all these opportunities.
Meeting new friends in Vietnam program and Switz exchange, learning to live with different kinds of people, managing conflict, and ultimately, I realize I have known myself better.
Im not as strong as I thought, I can crumble at the slightest thing, can be moody at innocuous remarks, can be upset over unworth things.
I enjoy my travel experiences, able to step foot in London, Paris and Milan has always been a very faraway dream. Not forgetting the surprises Venice, Stockholm and Berlin brought to me.
No longer excited over chocolates or ice-cream or rather it is harder for me to feel pleased.
Officially back in Spore. No special feelings to be back. U may tink Im cold but it's the truth. It's not that I dun miss anyone or any friends but it's just a very different feeling to be back this time round. Probably its becos I have been away for the longest time in my life, Spore suddenly turn out to be so foreign to me, a place where I can't bring myself to accept at that instant. I guess I need time to readapt to everyting. Just met BFG(the 1st gp of ppl I saw since I got back). It was a feeling of unfamiliarity, seems like I dun really know everyone as well as before. I wonder if this feeling will sustain for other friends I will meet. Hopefully not.
I realize I really can choose not to stay in Spore, that the pasture is greener somewhere else.
School is such a small part of life.
I dun wanna be confused anymore, dun wanna be a silly Panda anymore (cute nontheless).
I must face up to reality.
2008. A brand new Me.
