In the Mood to Blog
I just had a super full buffet dinner at Orchard Hotel. It looks posher than I imagined. Food was great, though I did not eat most of the ex stuff like prawns, crab or osyters. I dun like all these. I had satay, nice potato soup, fish, omelette, otah, enjoyed the marshmellows dipped in the chocolate fountain, and the chocolate desserts, cake... Very sinful meal, I resolved to run tmr for 35 minutes. We ate there from ard 6.30 - 10pm. And most of my cousins have changed alot, some thinner, some grown sweeter, some taller... but I feel I'm not very close to them though we used to play together when we were young. Sign. Quickly rushed home to catch the Jacky Wu variety show, there's Elva as guest. And Waihan... can we have afternoon tea with the rest at Goodwood Park soon? U guys r always so busy, I shall try to arrange after the exams.
Anyway Im too bored so I flipped through my Taiwan album and decided to share some pics I took then. It was only last year, but somehow I feel I dun look the same. Hmm. Should I be happy or sad? I dunno. Kinda miss my dyed hair. I'm going to highlight after exams. Maybe a bright color. I miss Taiwan. I didn't take many pics that time, as my fellow travel mates aren't into photo taking which affected my mood to take pics. It's one of my lowest record for pics taken overseas. For my record, I took 1000 plus pics in Melbourne last year. This Taiwan trip is a mere 100 plus, and most r scenery pics. Gonna take alotz more when I visit Taiwan again. Okies gonna watch Guess Guess Guess now...
Taipei's Landmark: Zhong Zheng Memorial
World's Tallest Building: 101 Tower
I was contemplating between watching the Jap show and Bean in the afternoon. I even suggested to Si we watch both continuously, since I'm so indecisive. But the timings couldn't compromise. Surprisingly, I chose Bean. I'm really contradicting myself. Wats wrong wif me? I was just commenting a few days ago in school it's a thrash movie and yet, I succumded to the ever-funny Bean in the end. Well it wasn't too bad, vv funny. His expression is so laughable. Can't stop laufing. We must watch the jap show! Must! I tink it's a good film. It is really a nice stress reliever!
Vivo is really nice to shop. So many nice labels and shirts that r buyable. And a new NUM is opened there. Can't really imagine myself as one of them if I were to ever work there. Anyway we had dinner at Food republic. I like the atmosphere, not as crowded as the Wisma one, and it's surprisingly quiet, which is not wat to expect in a food court. We settled on Kway Chap, which is the v famous name I had eaten since I was v young. And it tasted especially great, even nicer than the serangoon gardens branch. Nice dinner, with me under the Spotlight. I felt like I'm the centre of attention. U dun nid to spend alot to enjoy a nice meal. Just nid the right company and nice food. Continued to window-shop in vivo. Den walked Si to her bustop as I'm supposed to meet Jason and Nuan to go Timbre to chill out.
Met Jason near PS ard 945. Then he drove to Timbre, which wasn't faraway. And I didn't spot him initially as he drove his dad's new Jaguaar! Oh my, so posh! My 1st time in a Jaguaar, even my mum hasn't sat in one before. Anyway it was so crowded there, the queue was long. Nuan couldn't make it last min. We must meet to go again the next time girl! And we decided to give it a miss since it's so crowded, so I suggested St James instead, and Jason drove to St James. After such a big round, I'm back near Vivo again.
It was so crowded at St James. Guessed friday nite crowd is always lydat. We had no clue which club to choose, so just toured around the building. Every club has a long queue. Dragonfly was v popular, longest queue we saw, and the youngest crowd we spotted queuing. Let's try Dragonfly the next time round. In the end we settled in this club called TigerLive. It really sucks! The crowd is matured, not that we didn't notice at the entrance but as it has the shortest queue, we decided to go in. Cover is only $20. Then it's really quite cramp, and the dance floor is damn pathetic. I dun tink it can even hold 100 people. And it's too bright, I prefer darker clubs. Plus the music, simply not hip enuff. Needless to say, saw some uncles and aunties. What the hell? Where r all the young people?! So we didn't stay v long. I suggested to go Vivo get a drink and just find somewhere to chat. Yup so went to get Belgian Chocolate at Coffeebean before going to the roof terrace to chill. Damn quiet on top, it's nice to just sit and chat sometimes.
Left Vivo around 1245 am and we had a hard time getting to the carpark as most doors were locked. And we couldn't find his car! Kinda anticipated it cos we didn't really take note of the lot number when we left so began a frantic search in the carpark. We combed every corner to find, den I tink that it's not parked on B1, but B2 instead. So went B2 and started searchign again. Thankfully, we found it like after 20 minutes or so. Good exercise after the sinful Belgian Chocolate I had. Thanx for the comfortable ride home! I'm sure things will be alright soon for u guys, stay optimistic! U all have been thru so much so press on! God bless~
And to Waisoon, whom I dun tink know the existence of my blog, where r u? U have been avoiding all of us. Dun keep yr problems to yrself. I'm a v good listener, can always share yr problems with me. Hope to see u soon!
Looking forward to the sumptuous buffet dinner at Orchard Hotel tonite, in celebration of my cousin's b'day. Yummy~
Life's been great, trying to enjoy it to the fullest now!
I'm currently in a seminar room in school. Too bored. I'm supposed to help out in an assignment but I tink I couldn't help much. The 2 girls r much better at using Excel. I just sux at it. Anyway it has been a lethargic day, not that I'm not having enuff sleep but somehow, I just get tired so easily these days. Is this a sign of aging? Oh no, I hope I'm just imagining things. No I'm still youthful and energetic! Cant wait for exams to be over man, even though Im not very prepared for it but just kinda wanna heck care and get done with it den I will be able to work to raise funds for my overseas trips. I nid alot of money! Any recommendations from anyone? I'm responsible, conscientious, friendly, gayish-appealing, auntie-friendly... Haha. I wanna try sales job, but dunno if I will be up to it. Resist waitering jobs... Wanna try those jobs I never tried before. Cashier sounds fun and stressful but can try. At the same time, it will be good if I can learn something out of the job. Exams sux! I nid a holiday badly, seriously. I cannot stay in Spore anymore. It's so boring, nowhere to go and life is so predictable.
Can MAY quickly arrive?
1 week since I last blogged. Actually quite alot of happenings this week but somehow it did not really strike me to pen it down. The Acc project is finally done! Thanx alotz to CK esp, who edited it. And to my teamates, Fungus, Shijie & Kelley for all their effort. And I kind of pon POP on wed again, since I already S/U it, dun really bother to attend the lectures anymore, just aiming for a pass only.
BB went for the Jacky Cheung Press Conference on tuesday. Initially I was abit crestfallen cos I also stand a 50-50 chance to go but the better guy still gets the job. Nvm still got more chances in future.
And on tuesday nite, I found out that I was selected to go for the exchange. I wasnt excited at that moment at all, cos 2 of my friends who applied are not going with me. Gonna be a lonely Panda there I thought. I was hoping at least one of them will go with me. Then after hearing advice from people ard me, I tink my attitude is more positive now. Ah Nuan u influenced me alot. Haha. Tink u gave me very sound advice. I tink I shd cherish the chance, not lament it though initially I had the intention of just applying to see how it goes, no real intention to go. Ziyin also says I'm too comfortable in my comfort zone, going there will help me get out of it and hopefully, gain MORE independence. I emphasised MORE becos it's not that I tink I'm not independent now, but there's really more room for improvement. For goodness sake, I cant even whip up a proper chinese meal after 21 years, not even cooking rice, even worst than Si. Nonono, I must get better at my culinary skills.
Thurs went to see the dentist. Tink I got a wisdom tooth according to the dentist. Dread the idea of going for the surgery. I shall procrastinate abt this for the time being. Then I went HP service centre to service my laptop batt. After that, went to Clementi to meet Si, Ck, Pz & Bb to study. Quite a productive day, managed to finish 2 tutorials. The questions r so hard. Indeed many brains r useful at times. Then had dinner at this coffeeshop famous for its claypot rice. Not too bad, considering I had not eaten it for more than 2 years. I tink most of them really know how to eat. I learnt alot of food stuff from them.
Friday went to play badminton with BFGians for the 1st time. I found out Yuhao was in Badminton team in NJ, no wonder BB and SK can't beat him. I shall throw the challenge the next time. Haha. I shd lose la. Nice game though, never felt so good playing badminton after so long. Then we had this $1.50 chicken rice in the nearby coffeeshop, not too bad but I realized the serving is so small. Guessed the cheap price is merely a gimmick to attract people. Didn't join the rest who went to catch TMNT, not really keen to see turtles fighting.
Todae afternoon went to Botak Jones again, this time at the AMK branch wif Ziyin. She said the fries was very nice, which I completely agree. It's so addictive. Can't stop munching the fries cos its crispy. We both had the cajun chicken, which I felt wasnt as nice as the fish and chips. Im really not very adventurous when it comes to food. Always ordering the same stuff that people can predict what Im gonna order, dun even nid to ask me liao. It's always Mee Kia, Fish n chips or Sheng Mian. Hard to deviate from these 3. Maybe I shd get out of my comfort zone soon and embrace changes~
Super SAD film. Super touching. I haven cried like mad since Titanic. Anw, wanted to catch it with Si at PS initially but she said it's almost sold out. I thot onbody will be keen in this film cos it's in Korean. So I suggested Tiong Bahru instead. As expected, it's more ulu there and managed to get better seats. Every minute of the show is touching. The cute dog, the boy, and her sister were so natural. How can a dog have so much emotions and act so well? The dog deserves a Best supporting role award man. The lady a few seats away from me probably used up 10 packets of tissue. As for my tears, it just went down into my eyes cos I didn't use any tissue to rub it. My eyes were itchy after the show. Si cried until her eyes reddened. I tink she used up 1 packet of tissue. I last saw this boy act in The Way Home and he has matured so much. He did remind me of Rain. They have similar eyes. Sad ending as expected. I realized a great file doesn't need to be a Hollywood blockbuster, or boost A-list actors. A good script, naturally born actors, albeit unknown are enough. A good film is one which touches my heart, thats enuff. And this show did.
After that, we went to the new mall in Clarke Quay, Central. A nice place to shop, not too crowded but just that about 30% of the shops r not open yet. Had dinner at LJS, followed by Hokkaido Ice-cream. We tried a unique flavour, Milk Tea and dark chocolate. The milk tea taste just like the drink, and the queue was quite long. Sat along the river to eat, really quite relaxing. And I realized many people near us r eating the ice-cream too. Then I saw flying objects lighted in the sky. And I stupidly commented it's UFO, like how dumb is that. Haha. If it was, then people ard us wun be so calm. We were quite intrigued by it so we traced the origin and arrived at this open field where people were flying the thing. It's a interesting discovery. It's called RC Kite, which is supposedly the 1st of its kind in Spore. Stayed there to admire it for some time before we realized many people were crowding ard that area also, amazed by the RC kites.
There r so many nice dining places! I shd dine in Clarke Quay soon! And I wanna go Attica! Then I said a sentence which was very lame, couldn't believe I actually said that. Haha. Though it was lame, I feel diabetic after that. Haha.
A diabetic evening indeed~
Forget about Bak Kwa, it's no longer the 'in' thing to queue up for these days.
I did an amazing thing today, I actually queued up for something for 1 and a half hour. Thats something I will usually not do, such a waste of time when I have so much stuff to do.
Why do we crave for Krispy Kreme or Dunkin Dognuts when we have this right in Spore? Yes, the new craze in the island - Donut Factory. I reached Raffles City few minutes before 11am thinking they r open by then but when I reached there, this is the scene that greeted me.
6 people in front of me@11am
I guessed that it's not open at 11 afterall since the people inside the shop did not look like they r going to open soon. So I just joined in the queue anyway, thinking it shd be open ard 1130 or so. Then some passer-bys walk past and asked the people inside, they said they r open at 1230pm. Wow. So long! Wat am I going to do? SInce I already made my way there, I decided to queue. Wat did I do? I played SNAKE in my hp, played sudoko, played car racing all for the 1st time. Too bored. And I listened to Farenheit songs in my hp. Wat a way of idling! Time crawls by... Finally ard 1220pm the people inside started to display donuts on the shelfs.
Donuts displayed@1220pm
And the lights r lighted! I can literally see the beam in everyone's eyes. After waiting for so long, it's finally open. Okay I have to decide fast wat flavours to order since there r so many people behind me. I ordered alot of chocolate flavours! A total of 18 donuts, costing $15.50. So Happy & Satisfied! Before I left, this is the queue left behind me. 
As I drove home, I couldnt resist so I decided to take a bite on one of the Glazed donut 1st. Have u all ever experienced wats a heavenly sensation? U dun need sex to feel heavenly, the 1st bite of the donut is really so. Haha. It brings me back to when I tried spanish donuts back in Melbourne's Victoria Market, which was also very nice. In the end, I ended up eating 3 donuts in the car. It's really indescribable, that instant I thought I was melting. The wait was so worthwhile~ One dozen of Assorted Donuts
Today is a sucky day! Accounting SUX! HOw can accountants stand their jobs?! I really really cant imagine myself as an accountant 3 years later, I will probably die of boredom. I'm glad in a way Im not bonded in any way to take the standard route, at least I still have a choice. I feel that I'm making mistakes all my life... from pri sch to sec sch to JC to NS and now to Uni. I can't afford to make another mistake when I choose my job in future. Haiz. Today being 13 doesn't help at all manz, and I always thot 13 is my favourite number. I hope I can get 10/100 for the test today. Watever.
The topic of gay is back again. Ck's friend commented I look gay. Then SK said Im have a gayish aura. Erms... Maybe as I said, I have gay appeal, or rather 同性缘. I dunno to take it as a compliment anot. Haha
And Yuhao is so sick in the mind. Me, si, ck, sk, Fung and him had dinner at JP KFC and then he sudenly told us he had a dream. But full stop. He dun wanna elaborate anymore. We pleaded him for like more than 30min and his lips are still sealed. Apparently the dream concerns us but he dun wanna say. I wanna Kill him! Hahaha
Time to blog about happy stuff… The beginning of this week was indeed depressing, but when sadness goes, happier moments descend…
Yesterday was a PLAY day! Out with fellow playboys and playgals at Sentosa! Met BFG at Harbourfront Mac for breakfast. I didn’t know wat to order so ordered the same as Fung and SK. And I feel so heavenly when I took that 1st bite, the EggMacmuffin Burger simply melts in my mouth. Wow simply delicious even as I recall that moment. Think Im gonna Mac to buy that again tmr.
Yea finally got the chance to take the new Monorail into Sentosa. It’s very convenient, just minutes away to Sentosa, much better than the hassle of taking the bus in. We settled at the beach and tried to play volleyball 1st. The weather is really fine and sunny. Sand is hot like stove. But it’s great as it wasn’t that crowded, hence less embarrassing when we display our amateur volleyball skills. But great Attempt guys! And while Pz, Ck and Si were resting under the shade, oh Pz suggested burying Sk’s slippers. Haha. Kinda funnie as Si and Ck tried digging into the sand to bury it. Den I went back to join them to play. As we got quite burnt and thirsty, we decided to rest 1st and shift to another spot.
We settled somewhere in front of Café Delma, and started taking pics. Then Ck & SK wanna try to be monkeys and were so caught up with the slanted coconut tree. And we took pics ard the tree. Den Si got dumped into the water after a failed attempt to push CK in. Shd use more strength ma, or ask me to help, I will surely obliged. Haha. Anw lucky I didn’t la, if not later get dumped also. But well all of us went into the water, which was nice to soak under the hot sun. Took pics with Photo Formation! Den continued to laze in water till ard 3pm before we cleaned up for our Feast!
Buffet at Sakae Sushi! I didn’t know they have a branch in Sentosa. Anw I thot the timing of the buffet is weird. It starts from 3pm to 7pm I think, neither lunch nor dinner time. And food was great! I love Chawamushi, had 3 servings of it! Really very filling meal, we even forgone the complimentary Udon we r entitled to. After dinner we decided to tour ard Sentosa. Well me, Si, Ck & Pz took the SkyCable up to Imbiah. Cool man. It took us to great heights but I was worried my flops will drop. Managed to takk some pics after stabilizing my hand in the air. Pz was totally traumatized by the height. Scenery was splendid. And it was close to sunset too.
Met up with the other 4 at Merlion. We walked upwards and rested in a pavilion where we started to talk about Chinese poems. How apt is that! Quite funny though. Decided to go back up to the Carlsberg tower area but nth much to do there so we decided to head back to Vivo.
We went to the terrace area in Vivo and sat at a corner to slack. Very cooling and nice night. Stars above us, and I thot I saw a planet but tink it’s a satellite. Suddenly had the idea of traveling to another planet, or the moon. Just get me out of Earth! Okay maybe I can only do this when Im 60 yrs old when it’s cheaper to travel to space. Its so nice to just relax and chat, like there is no tmr. After 2 hrs there, we went to Ben and Jerry’s where only Ck bought the ice-cream. I wanted to eat initially but my urge for fries is so much greater. Felt so hungry then. The effects of the buffet was gone! Anw I saw one of my ex-friend from army, where we started to talk about gays. The rest seem so intrigued by gays, some disgusted though. I have nothing against gays though. Think majority are well-groomed and fashionably updated.
So most of us except Ck, Sk and Fung who went home 1st went over to LJS to eat. I ordered the new Seafood Combo which was not too bad. Very satisfying cos it tasted so nice as I was hungry. Finally went home close to 1030.
Fun day, with great company~
Today I have no intention of going out but decided to when Jason called me. Haven met him since CNY so good time to catch up also. Went to Orchard to find him at Kino as he was looking up some travel guides. He’s going to study in Queensland this July, another friend who is going to Australia to study. I wonder if I will get the chance to visit him over there.
Regarding the GIP, I kinda have second thoughts now. On one hand when I think it’s quite prestigious and great to go overseas for 1 sem, but there r so many things to leave behind if I go. I hope I won’t get it! So I dun have to be caught in a dilemma. Haha. Wat on earth am I thinking? Whatever. I will see how it goes.
The boat will be straight once it reached the head of the bridge~
Fun DaE!
Great Poses!
All of a sudden, I feel SUPER Flattered! This corny game really gives HOPE to ordinary beings like me to Fantasize being a SUPERstar! Wow, the above all r man whom I always think are very Handsome! Still feel so Happy & Flattered! Shall continue playing this senseless GAme! |
The results really Made My Day man! Hahaha. So cool, great recommendation PZ! |
I dunno where to start, feel that there r like hundreds over emotions flowing through my mind now, and yet I can't do much to stop the spreading...
Up till now, this week has been rather unfortunate. Problems crop up in sch work, hole burnt in pocket, personal emotions battling ferociously within, and many more minute stuff which I shall not elaborate.
This happens to me out of the blue, I can sink into depression mode just like how I can fall sick within mintues. I guess when u r feeling down, u shd talk about it to feel better, or to confide in someone u trust implicitly.
But many things r complex. Our emotions swings and changes like the weather, just like our feelings. There is a thin line between Love and hatred, and that can happen overnight. First impressions r deceiving, thats wat I always feel. The Mr-Nice-Guy u saw on day one can turn out to be a bastard. Well I guess thats the world.
I'm not a simple person. I often think alot, and more complex than the average person around me. I know it's not so good, but my sensitivity can really get the better of me. Every minor thing counts to me, and I do care about them. Who says details r no good? At least I feel that Im quite an observant person, with respect to human emotions and moods. But apparently not many people are sensitive creatures. Okay maybe they r, but they dun observe the minute details which can be important, and neglect the feelings of others. Of course, I'm guilty of that also, and I'm a super imperfect person.
And I realized time is a very good test of many things. We can often make certain decisions now and time will tell us if we have been right, or if we made the right choice. It's up to u if u wanna carry on the mistake or try to amend it and be true to your heart. Ultimately, I guess what matters most is to follow yr heart. No one else should influence you.
So I'm ambivalent? I guess to a large extent. being easily happy and sad isn't a good thing. It can be quite miserable. The best of all is to be easily happy of cos.
Does what I write so far sound so bleak? Of cos there r bright sides, Im just narrating all the negative feelings now. I'm happy to have love from people around me. Even if it's just a simple gesture like sms or msn msg, it does brighten my day. Thanks to those who often colour my life! Hope u guys know who u r!
烦。闷。苦。我受够了！
这到底是不是我要的结果？我不知道，我很废。我一直没面对现实。
我看戏时，画面居然跟我现在的处境很相似，感觉好熟悉，我真的能体会男主角的感受。
他又在提醒着我，这是我面对的问题，要有坦诚的一天。
今天事事都不如意，错多对少。
我一定要忍！好想好想脱离南大这魔鬼学校，简直就是超级废的地方，我一定是神经线损坏才来这个魔鬼地方。天啊！
我要对我朋友说抱歉，如果我心情不好，说话语气会很闷骚，请你们大哥大姐不要见怪。
我不是很会控制我的情绪，所以有时不懂得给那么多一点点的耐性和时间，对不起啦~
Yesterday nite I went for a dinner function at Conrad Hotel... The theme was Rolling 60s Nite and obviously, from my pics can tell I did not follow the theme. Anw the function wasn't that fun, but saw a couple of people who came with Elvis Presley hair, ladies with beehive hairstyle and cheongsums. Food was served gourmet style but the serving is too small, and it's only a 6 course dinner, with long intervals between each dish. Reached home at 12plus, den watched 100% Entertainment.
I wanna watch Letters of Iwo Jima, and Daryl and XX had watched without me...
Rolling Nite
My new Pose apparently
Different Facades
